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I slap myself—hard. Again and again. Red cheek, wet eyes, cock throbbing. My fingers curl around my own hair and yank. I whisper things you once said. I imagine your eyes on me. I tell myself this is how you show love. I punch myself. I hit myself again. I do all of this to show you how much I care about you. It's pain I give myself because you're not here to give it. And when I finally cum—shaking, aching, raw.....